ok, i'm in a slightly better mood now. I suspect the earlier shit mood was induced by the withdrawal symptoms from singapore. how there was so much to do in sing, but once i'm back, things are dull again. that's a real sucky feeling.

anyway, to resolve the horrible dull, i'm planning to
1. find a job - watever crap waiting, baking etc job i can find.
2. get a blurdy licence! it was supposed to be first on my list, but it doesn't come cheap, so i must first find my source of income.

erm, yea, so that's my plan. i know it's just 2, but they're good enough i think.. oh, and i think i'll do what dalvin says about the whole shit matter. it's not gonna make me any happier leaving things the way they are. i'll just ask her what's her prob, must things be this shit, and yea, if she denies, then good, i'm free of any responsibility anyway, cos i've already made the first move.

yup, i'm quite sure i'll be a lot happier soon. =)

and yes, i must go to the freaking bank tomorrow. it was blurdy crowded this afternoon in school!